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got bit by a dog at work today. punctured a spot in my hand... whole palm is sore all the way through my first finger and middle finger.... dont want to work from 6:30-6 taking care of dogs again. FUCK
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[December 18th, 2007] |
lost two pounds. on a diet. want to reach my goal weight by spring break. have a flat stumach and abs. lets see if i can do it!!! need to lose 20 pounds. mmhmmm well probably only 10.. but we'll see.
I miss Kich a lot (my boyfriend). I'm transfering colleges to one 2 hours away from my last college where he attends. We are gonna try to make it work. I think it's possible. I might hate Baylor and want to go back to my old school, too. I dont know. Next time I see him will be JJanuary 18th, Jan. 20th is our one year. wow.
I start work on Friday... kinda looking forward to it, kinda not. Trying to get another part time job too because this one will not get me the money i want.
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[November 8th, 2007] |
350 - lunch
540 - dinner
540 - other
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1430 calories
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[October 23rd, 2007] |
sometimes people piss me off hardcore. I hate it when they get mad at you for NO FUCKING REASON. What is up with that... and why the FUCK don't they answer your questions when you ask them one.
and i fucking hate it when i think sometime is going on behind my back. there is something someone is not telling me and it pisses me off.
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[August 29th, 2007] |
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I'm wanting a new tattoo. I was thinking a dove with a heart in it, but can anyone come up with anything more unique?
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[June 12th, 2007] |
Yeah, so I am getting so mad/upset these days over little things. Today I just had this like 5 minute break down where I had to hang up on my boyfriend and cry, then called him back and told him I was fine. I don't know anymore, I was REALLY looking forward to this weekend to seeing friends in h-town, but they are going to the Astros game, they did invite me, but things got miscomunicated so in the end there isn't a ticket for me. So I got upset, but that's stupid. I mean, if they had a ticket, I could go. It's not their fault so why am I getting so mad. I also took an extra two 6 hour shifts so I could go down there on Friday, which made me mad, but I shouldn't be mad. I mean, I CRIED today, because of little things all building up. I don't know whats wrong. Well I do, I haven't seen anyone outside of my family in over 3 weeks... I was really looking forward to this weekend. Now since my boyfriend is going to that game, I probably wont go to houston because what am I going to do Friday night alone in Houston. So since I'm not going I'm not going to be able to see him for probably another 2-4 weeks. because I'm asking off for 4 days for my family reunion, so I probably wont get off off enough to drive to houston until july sometime. THIS SUCKS. I miss him a lot, but sometimes it's like... I don't know... I don't want to say it, but it's like I want to see him a lot more than he wants to see me. But I'm probably just imagining things. I'm way too stresses right now. I can't make good judgements. I'm like thinking bad thigns are going to happen with us, like that he'll break up with me soon, but he's just waiting until I get so unstressed or something so that it doesn't push me over the edge. But maybe everything will work out and I will get unstressed and he wont break up with me, and I'll get to see my friends.
If this had been my life before I went to MEridell, I would have commited suicide this summer, it's that bad. But I'm stronger now, and with a little cry now and again I can get through anything. Anything at all.
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[May 20th, 2007] |
Yeah. My mom and I are starting a competition for who can lose the most weight before the end of summer. We both weigh the same, though she is quite a bit shorter than me so she has more to lose... but I want to lose at least 20 pounds. Yeah. I'm 5'7 and 136 would be lovely. Though 126 would be better.
Ok I'm off to church and a lazy sunday. Though I want to go to Macy's to buy some summer dresses.... yeah.
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[May 17th, 2007] |
I have bad news, I have a dry socket in my mouth from one of my wisdom teeth and it hurts like shit. they had to squirt meds in it and shit and I have to go back in on Monday. Fuck.
I'm going bowling tonight. Woot. With my best friend Amy, who is going to meet my good friends from my old high school, Gavin and Josh.
I miss my boyfriend Kich, and he hasn't called me in a while, and I called him the last like 3/4 times, so fuck it I'm waiting for him to call me. If he doesn't want to talk to me, fine. But sadly I think I'm falling in love with him. And he lives 3 hours away. And I will barely see him this summer. But next semester he is owning an appt, and I will be over there 24/7. So I can't wait. Hopefully he feels SORT OF the same about me. He wants me to be over at his place, or him at mine all the time last semester, I just hope he still has those feelings right now when we are so far apart.
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[May 16th, 2007] |
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I have a job interview at 8am tomorrow at Heathtown Animal Care. It should be fun. My friend Claie works there. I have a lot of kennel tech experience so they should hire me. It's 30 minutes away without trafic though so they have to pay me $9/hr or else I won't work there. There's another Kennel closer that I think might hire me... who knows. I have to leave at 7/7:15 am tomorrow because there's going to be a shitload of trafic. I LOST 5 POUNDS IN A WEEK. I'm happy.
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[May 16th, 2007] |
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I'm going to a yoga class tonight from 7:30-8:30. And I might stay after to work out some. I don't know. My teeth are getting better (from having my wisdom teeth out last friday). I see my doctor for a check up tomorrow. Walgreens and HEB are suposed to be contacting me, but I might not have gotten either job, and if I don't. I just wont have a job this summer. Oh Well. I can do chores around the house for money, and if I mow the whole yard I get $60. Because we have 3 acres. Yeah. And I'm going to make some where near 600 for taking care of Sandras Horses and dogs this summer. So that should be enough to last until next summer. Hopefully. So yeah. But I owe $150 more a year for insurance since I got into that wreck. Looks like I wont be spending money this year if I don't get a job. OH WELL FUCK IT
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